20111122

survey.

 
I'll be answering this, 'cause I'm bored and shit :D
 
1. I have never had a boyfriend (lame, I know) but I seriously don't know why things didn't work out with the last guy I showed interest to. I wish I did, 'cause there was a time that it could have eaten me alive. 
2. Brand New, just cause I have listened to them since I was like 14.
the bands I currently listen to the most are: arctic monkeys, born ruffians, cut off your hands, tv on the radio, bloc party, los campesinos!, the kooks, among many others...
3. No I wish I could say so, but hopefully I'm going to Brand New's on Atlantic City by the end of the year. *fingers crossed*
4. I seriously have no romantic interest in any human being, nor do I like anyone atm. 
5. if I told you, I'd probably have to kill you ;)
6. Well, her name is Sindy, she's 20 and she's my best friend because she's the girl I spend the most time with.
7. If I had to pick just one, I'd say Forrest Gump
8. Straight
9. Not really, don't enjoy doing it so... 
10. yup, I have a swallow bird on the back of my neck and a few piercings on my ears
11. I'm 21 and still don't know.
12. they're pretty cool, I guess
13. I don't actually feel loved nor wanted
14. Attitude, tattoos, smarts
15. why don't you guess?
16. Zara
17. they're hazzle
18. I don't hate school, I never did. My school was pretty great, if you ask me. And I'm college now.
19. absolutely single.
20. Hero - Regina Spektor
21. I hate pools with animals on their floors, hate them!
22.  16, fml
23.  somewhere fun, anywhere... Amsterdam would be pretty cool
24. I couldn't just pick one, but at the top of my head, the first time my cousin defended me from another kid
25. I am very quiet, once you get to know me and I feel more comfortable with you (one on one) you'll see a different side of me
26. hum, probably just going to a nice music show, staying there for a bit to drink and chat, driving back home and staying just talking and whatnot...
27. hum, ugly comments on strangers
28. last sat.
29. not that many.
30.  n/a
31. I already am.
32. pretty good, just played some random online game about a sushi eating cat. 

20111118

Volverán las oscuras golondrinas

Volverán las oscuras golondrinas
en tu balcón sus nidos a colgar,
y, otra vez, con el ala a sus cristales
jugando llamarán;
pero aquéllas que el vuelo refrenaban           
tu hermosura y mi dicha al contemplar,
aquéllas que aprendieron nuestros nombres...
ésas... ¡no volverán! 
 
Volverán las tupidas madreselvas
de tu jardín las tapias a escalar,               
y otra vez a la tarde, aun más hermosas,
sus flores se abrirán;
pero aquéllas, cuajadas de rocío,
cuyas gotas mirábamos temblar
y caer, como lágrimas del día...                 
ésas... ¡no volverán!

Volverán del amor en tus oídos
las palabras ardientes a sonar;
tu corazón, de su profundo sueño
tal vez despertará;                       
pero mudo y absorto y de rodillas,
como se adora a Dios ante su altar,
como yo te he querido..., desengáñate:
¡así no te querrán! 
 
- Gustavo Adolfo Bécquer 

20111115

Music Survey.





1. what are you 5 favourite songs right now?
no order:
- my drive thru > Santogold, N.E.R.D. & Julian Casablanca
- Lina Magic > 3D Friends
- Tighten Up > Black Keys
- Flourescent Adolescent > Arctic Monkeys
- Animals > Baths
*doesn't necessarily means I just discovered them, just that I'm currently listening to them passionately (:

2. what is the most played song on your iTunes?
Animals > Baths 

3. what song are you listening to right now?
Farewell to fairground > White lies
4. what was the last album you bought?
I think the last time I bought an album I was 14, don't remember which one it was.

5. what was the last gig you went to?
 Los Mojarras @ Noches de lucha

6. what song can you not get out of your head?
currently, rollin' by Limp Bizkit (old as fuck)

7. what song do you listen to everyday?
it really depends on my mood, but anything by brand new  is always good

8. what was the first album you ever brought?
By myself, Sum 41 - Does this look infected?
I was about 12

9. what was the last single you downloaded?
According to my iTunes thingy, Signs by Bloc Party
10. who is your favourite band right now?
My old time favorites: brand new, fall out boy & blink 182
but I pretty much always listen to:
Bloc Party
Arctic Monkeys
The Kooks
TV on the Radio
Born Ruffians
Cut off your hands
Los Campesinos!

11. who is your favourite artist right now?
Lily Allen
Backseat goodbye
Brighteyes

12. what is your favourite type of music?
I honestly listen to so many things, but I'm a sucker for accoutic stuff
13. in your 25 most played songs what is #10?
Situations > Escape the fate
14. Quote one of your favourite lyrics.
"you're the smell before rain, you're the blood in my veins"
 
15. do you listen to music everyday?
yup, while driving, when I take showers, when I'm online...


There comes a point when you just love someone. Not because they’re good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn’t mean you’ll be together forever. It doesn’t mean you won’t hurt each other. It just mean you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it.

(by heddaselder)

-Laurell K. Hamilton

There are two kinds of love.

"There are two kinds of love. In the safe kind, you look for someone who’s exactly like you. It’s what most folks settle for. But then there’s the other kind of love. Everyone’s born with a ragged edge, and some folks crave for that piece that’s a perfect fit. You’ll search for it forever if you have to. And if you’re lucky enough to find it, and because it looks so right, you start to tear at your own seams, thinking, maybe I could look just as perfect. But then, of course, when you try to get close to the other half, you don’t fit anymore. That kind of love.. you come out of it a different person than you were when you started." - Jodi Picoult

20111106

I've found that the saddest people are also the funniest 
and only those who understand complexity can communicate simplicity.

Ask Zebra a question...


20111104

"To be seen, above all else. I wanted to be noticed, and the way I lived and do live has a desperate neurosis about it because of that. All humans need a degree of attention. Some people get it at the right time, when they are 13 or 14, people get loved at the right stages. If this doesn’t happen, if the love isn’t there, you can quite easily just fade away. … In a sense I always felt that being troubled as a teenager was par for the course. I wasn’t sure that I was dramatically unique. I knew other people who were at the time desperate and suicidal. They despised life and detested all other living people. In a way that made me feel a little bit secure. Because I thought, well, maybe I’m not so intense after all. Of course, I was. I despised practically everything about human life, which does limit one’s weekend activities."
 
 
Steven Morrissey

This paper trail leads right back to you

"We should write as we dream; we should even try and write, we should all do it for ourselves, it’s very healthy, because it’s the only place where we never lie. At night we don’t lie. Now if we think that our whole lives are built on lying-they are strange buildings-we should try and write as our dreams teach us; shamelessly, fearlessly, and by facing what is inside very human being-sheer violence, disgust, terror, shit, invention, poetry. In our dreams we are criminals; we kill, and we kill with a lot of enjoyment. But we are also the happiest people on earth; we make love as we never make love in life."
 
— Hélène Cixous