YER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Viacely
Birth Date: October 27th
Current Location: Bed
Hair Color: Light brown
Righty/Lefty: Righty
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Roaches and dying alone
Your dream of the perfect date: Some quiet place where you could actually have a deep conversation.
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: Is it 5 am already?
Your best physical feature: Eyes
Your bed time: When I start getting really tired
Your most missed memory: There’s too many :)
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: Mc fries, and bk burgers
Single or Group Dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: either one is good
LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: No
Cuss: Aha yee
Take showers: Yes
Have a crush: Of course <3
Like school: yes, a lot
Believe in yourself: Yeah
Believe what goes around comes around: I believe it to be more of a consequence to the life you leave than some power that makes justice.
Believe everything happens for a reason: Naah
Think you’re a health freak: naah
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: Yeh
Been on stage: Once, 8th grade
Eaten sushi: Mhmm
Been hurt: Yeh
Dyed your hair: too many times.
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: naah
Kissed the same sex: no
Got beaten up: no...
Changed who you were to fit in: Probably
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: Whenever it happens :D
Number of kids you’re planning on having: I dunoo
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: Green
Short or long hair: Medium
Fat or fit: Fit
Looks or personality: Both
Fun or serious: depends on the situation, but if you can make me laugh, you have my heart
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: This
1 HOUR AGO: Hw
1 WEEK AGO: I don't remember
1 YEAR AGO: same thing.
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I feel: weak
I hate: roaches
I hide: Secrets
LAYER 12: FAVORITES.
Band: Fall Out Boy
Color: Grey
Food Chinese
LAYER 13: RANDOM.
How long have you known your best friend?: for the past 5 years
When’s the last time you kissed someone?: n/a
What’s your middle name?: I don't have one
What are you excited for?: nothing really
Do you have any saved texts on your phone?: yeah
What’s something random about you?: I love my iPod more than anyone else on earth.

Beliefs

This is a sumary of what I believe in or some sort of spiritual opinion

I was raiced catholic, but I was also thought to understand for myself

I am a believer in Jesus' phylosophy, but not a big fan of the church

I apply the buddhism believe on karma, but more of a consecuence to the acts and the way I live.

Friedrich Nietzsche is a big influence, also Jean Paul Sartre,

And deffintly Jesse Lacey.

Agnostic thoughts also cross my mind every now and then.

I wrote a note on tumblr the other day and that inspired me into writting about my beliefs,

here it is.

But how do you know what’s real and what’s not when the whole world is inside your head?

One day you fall for this boy. And he touches you with his fingers. And he burns holes in your skin with his mouth. And it hurts when you look at him. And it hurts when you don’t. And it feels like someone’s cut you open with a jagged piece of glass.

 

 

— The Tracey Fragments

 

Guernica

Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won.
Worry and wake the ones you love.
A phone call I’d rather not receive.
Please use my body while I sleep.
My lungs are fresh and yours to keep,
Kept clean and they will let you breathe.

Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.

Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So I’m asking you to shine it on and stick around.
I’m not writing my goodbyes.

I submit no excuse.
If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake.
If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.

Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.

Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So I’m asking you to shine it on and stick around.
I’m not writing my goodbyes.

I’m not letting you check out.
You will beat this starting now and you will always be around.
I’m there to monitor your breathing
I will watch you while you’re sleeping.
I will keep you safe and sound.
Does anybody remember back when you were very young.
Did you ever think that you would be this blessed?

Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So I’m asking you to shine it on and stick around.
I’m not writing my goodbyes.

This song was written by Jesse Lacey after the death of his grandfather, it always makes me feel emotional. And I am true believer that he is the best writter and most intelligent person on earth.

 

oli.

ha

HANDS DOWN, THE BEST LOOKING GUY ON EARTH

luca q.

This is seriously going to get personal. You ready?
bring it on!

The last time you felt honestly broken?

I usually feel that way when I'm alone with myself and I'm able to think too much

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night, I'm moody in the morning

Are any of the texts in your inbox locked? Why?
Well, I locked one because it was an adress and I didn't want my phone to delete it when the inbox got full

What was the last drink you had?
water while driving back home

How long can you go without your phone?
not long, but whenever I'm in my house I lose it a lot

Do you have a bad temper?                                                                                              

very much so!, not too often, but when i am angry, i get very angry!

Do you believe that there’s good in everybody?
I'd like to think so, but I'm not sure

What are you drinking right now?
nothing!

What colour are your eyes?
hazel, but under the sun they look yellowish

Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
yeah, all the time, and I even make people wear it when they're with me :)

What woke you up this morning?
My mom woke me up around 9

In the past week, have you cried?
mhhm

Do you have a little sister?
no, just one older brother

Have you ever broken anything because you were mad?
my phone, I threw it against a wall and broke the screen :)

Want something you can’t have?
always!!!!!!

Do you have a secret that you’ve never told ANYONE?
i dont thinkso, no!

Miss anything from your past?
I miss a few things from the past year...

Be honest, do you have feelings towards anyone?
i think some may be forming, but too early to tell :)

If someone gave you $1,000 would you spend it or save it?
spend it, on clothes and stuff

Ever worn something of the opposite sex’s clothing?
so much, tee’s, and hoodies

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

i can pretty much tell diego anything in the world, he is one of my favourite people to confide in <3

Are you scared of spiders?
not really, but of roaches, yes i am!

What radio station(s) do you listen to?
I don’t listen to the radio, it fucking sucks

Are you listening to music right now?
yes, br&new is on "Good to know if I ever need atention all I have to do is die"

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
neither, forgive tho, forgetting is impossible.

Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
yeah, I always wake up crying or something

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
i have, not intentionally though

Do you like when people call you things like “baby”, “sweetie”, “hun”, etc
naah, I like more original pet names, this ones are gay

What’s wrong with you right now?
Now that you asked, this guys I just can't seem to get him off my mind :/

When will your next kiss be?
when will my first kiss be!? that is a good question...

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
of course, all my guy friends mean a lot to me

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
naah, I'm not sure, but I would like to tell someone some things just to get them off my chest

What’s your favorite color?
grey and light blue, 

Is anyone protective of you?
my friends!

Been told you’re loved today?
no :(

Whats the plan for the weekend?
not sure, maybe hanghing out with mah girls!

Ready for questions that will invade every aspect of your life?
haha go on..

How was your day?
pretty tired, I had to drive for hours for my mom

Do you miss someone?
not really!

Has someone ever punched you in the face?
em no

Have you ever punched someone in the face?
probably not

Have you lost someone you love?
depends how lost is defined

Do you care about anyone?
family & friends

Has someone ever told you they are scared/worried for you?
no!

An ugly girl hits on you, what do you do?

tell her, i am flattered, but i like boys:) or probably giggle lots and smile.

Are you a gentleman/lady-like?
yes, if you are someone to be respected most likely yeah

Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
can’t remember

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
theres always gonna be people!

Do people you don’t know hate you?
probably, last of my worries though, because they arent worth knowing, because they’ve judged, without knowing me!

Do you drink water?
i do

Have you run away from something because you didn’t know how to deal with it?
yes, this is a big trait for me!

Is there something you’re not happy about at the moment?
yes, I don't know fsdfdfrqwsdfsdfqrfasd gaah

Do you and your friends have the same taste in music?
not many of them, but i always have an artist in common that i like with everyone!

Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
yes

Is anything wrong?
not really!, just frustrated

Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
I wouldn't like it :S

Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
yeah, 

What’s more important, trust or happiness?
no point in trust if your not happy! but without trust, you probably wont be happy.

It’s 4 o’clock in the morning, your phone rings, what do you do?
pick it up

Is there someone you will never forget?
yes<3

At the beginning of the summer, who were you in a relationship with?
single

Did you have a person who changed your life and left?
yes, and that changed my life all over again

Can you handle pain?
yes, im a tough cookie ha

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
yes, I have been my whole life without drugs

Be honest, do you like people in general?
I guess

To be loved, what more could you ask for?

noah's last letter

". I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you" 

noah

s45mile!

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry).
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach.
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they love you.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you’re beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke with friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy or kitten.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies. (And eating the chocolate chips while doing it.)
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone’s face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
Knowing you’ve done the right thing, no matter what other people think

your heart

And your heart..
Your heart is what amazes me,
it’s something I wonder if even a god could create.
Your love is what man works their entire life to find.
It’s the kind of thing you could lean the world on.
I guess what I’m trying to say is,
I love every inch of your existence.