I like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite new a thing. Muscles better and nerves more. I like your body. I like what it does, I like its hows. I like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling-firm-smooth ness and wich I will again and again and again kiss, I like kissing this and that of you, I like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh... And eyes big love- crumbs, and possibly I like the thrill of under me you so quite new.

- Anonymous

Warning

“Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don’t you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can’t think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you’re supposed to read? Do you think every thing you’re supposed to think? Buy what you’re told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you’re alive. If you don’t claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned.”

—	Chuck Palahniuk : Fight Club

Words.

"I really love words. And I think about them all the time. The way that they fit together, the way that they change things. The right words can transform whatever, whoever, they touch. Words are powerful. They hurt and they heal, the show you things in a completely different light"

- Unknown

As an atheist, I see nothing “wrong” in believing in a god. I don’t think there is a god, but belief in him does no harm. If it helps you in any way, then that’s fine with me. It’s when belief starts infringing on other people’s rights when it worries me. I would never deny your right to believe in a god. I would just rather you didn’t kill people who believe in a different god, say. Or stone someone to death because your rulebook says their sexuality is immoral. It’s strange that anyone who believes that an all-powerful all-knowing, omniscient power responsible for everything that happens, would also want to judge and punish people for what they are.

- Ricky Gervais: “Why I’m an Atheist”

you write like a roadkill

"It's easy to take your clothes off and have sex, people do it all the time. 

But opening your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams... 

that is being naked"

 

-Anonymous

survey.

1.    Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?

Probably not at first, I don’t even think he would count as an ex, but he’s the last person I wanted, I’d want to make him suffer just a little.

2.    Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?

Yes, people always disappoint you.

3.    Your relationship status?

Single

4.    Where did you meet your crush(es)?

I met him in Xela a few weeks ago, he’s so awesome

5.    Have you ever lost a close friend?

Not really

6.    Do you smoke weed regularly?

Nope, and if I do it’s because I really trust you

7.    Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?

Nope, at the beginning of the year I liked this other guy.

8.    Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?

I think they actually are worried I’m not in one, lol

9.    When was the last time you really laughed?

Yesterday, I guess

10. Something is wrong. First guy you turn too?

Diego, he’s my male best friend

11. First girl you’d turn to?

Sindy

12. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?

Probably

13. Angry at anyone?

Not angry, hurt.

14. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?

He’s a few hours away from where I’m at, and he’s leaving in a few weeks L

15. When was the last time you cried really hard?

I don’t know

16. Is there anyone you would do anything for?

probably

17. Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?

Sindy, we always talk for hours about NOTHING.

18. What is your favorite song?

Currently, Tighten up by Black Keys

19. Do you like Red Bull?

Sure

20. How many people can you tell just about everything to?

I’m pretty honest if you ask the right questions

21. Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

Yep, never came true, tho

22. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?

Aw, yes he’s currently my crush <3

23. Describe yourself in one word.

Weird?

24. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?

Nope, just memories

25. Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?

Yes, I have slept over my guy friend Gerry, and at Ale’s the whole crew stayed, and yeah, I have camped out with both gender friends

26. Do you rebound?

Meaning what?

27. Ever cheated on someone?

nope

28. What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?

It would probably crush me

29. Do you act differently around the person you like?

Usually yeah, but with this kid it’s like I can be myself around him, he feels very comfortable and easy to be with

30. Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?

I don’t know anyone’s number by memory

31. Is it hard to make you laugh?

Not really, but I guess you have to make me feel comfortable

32. Who was the last person to make you mad?

My mom, earlier

33. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?

I don’t know, don’t even want to make myself hopeful with this things

34. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?

Not in a romantic way

35. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?

Not to my face

36. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?

Aw, yes

37. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?

She knows me pretty well

38. Is your best friend a slut?

Haha she can be

39. Is hard drugs a turn off?

Not a turn off, but I probably wouldn’t be serious with someone who does that

40. Are you happy with life right now?

Not really

41. Are you still in love with your ex?

Love is such an awful word, but I guess I still care a great deal about him

42. Are you still in love with your ex?

Already asked

43. Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?

Somewhat, yeah. But I never kissed the guy or did anything until they were broken up.

44. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Not broken, but cracked

45. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

Yeah, so I’ve heard

46. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?

Yup, him.

47. Where is your best friend?

I don’t know, haven’t spoke to her since last night

48. Something you’re happy about?

Nothing, really.

I’m excited My life as Liz is on later.

49. How is your heart lately?

Not very well.

Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,

like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart. (Brand New)

❝ I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing. ❞ 

- Neil Gaiman

"I think she was afraid to love sometimes. I think it scarred her. She was the type to like things that are concrete, like the oceans. Something you could point to and know what it was. I think that's why she always struggled with God. And I think that's why she also struggled with love. She couldn't touch it. She couldn't hold on to it and make sure it never changed."

Bob Marley on how to love a woman

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” 

 

- Bob Marley

❝When I say I love you, I mean it with every bit of my body, with every hair on my skin, with every cell making me up, with every breath I take. When I say I love you, I mean I love you with every bad mood you’re in, every tear you shed, everything you don’t do but should, every white lie you tell people, with every sad story from your past, with every time you come late on a date, with every flaw you might have. When I say I love you, I mean I love you with every smile you put on my face, with every laugh you tickle out of me, with every kiss you give me, with every hug you wrap me into you, with every touch of you against my skin, with every falling asleep and waking up next to you. When I say I love you, I mean it with every fibre my body is made up of, with every molecule I consist of. When I say I love you, I mean it.❞