because I had to write it somewhere.

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I'm sure of it,
are you not?

Hello there dear stranger,

I find it strange how there are so many things I'd like to say to you,
I often day dream about telling you how you have changed me, how I thankful I am to know you,
and then, I see you, and I say nothing.
words seem to escape me, and my hands tremble a bit.
It's not love, but you are a part of me, a part I can't let go,
and honestly, I don't really want to.

Q.

1. A. an "I can have any girl I want attitude"

    B. when guys refer to girls as sluts, whores or anything like that.

    C. when they loudly-express that 'I want their dick' or say anything like 'she wants me'

2. A. A bad-ass attitude and a good sense of a style.

    B. in Taking Back Sunday's words: "Literate & stylish, kissable & quiet" I like me some smarts on boys ;)

    C. Tattoos, plugs and awesome music taste shown in tshirts

3. I fear roaches, I hate them more than anything, and I hate heights too.

4. I have plenty, but if I had to name a few: 

Josh Beech

Andrew Gardfield

Zac Efron

5. Not regularly. 


6. Forrest Gump will always be at the top of my list.


7. Viacely...


8. Brand New, forever my number one.


9. Amy Winehouse, probably.


10. can't think of one right now.


11. A cookie with hot tea (:


12. I don't know where my phone is, but I'm guessing Wini's was lasts.


13.A Chicken, 
  B. apple
  C. lettuce
  D. cinnamon thingies. 


14. A Getting sent random videos
     B. Nice quotes
     C. people who smell nice
     D. Mixed CDs / playlists


15. I hate animals drawn at the bottom of pools, they scare the shit out of me.


16. A. It's not a person, is their attention.
     B. One of my closest friend's from high school
     C. can't think of anyone else


17. a heart on my wrist and a feather on my ribs.


18. the things I didn't do.


19. if I told you... that'd be very very gay. haha naah, I haven't wished for anything in a while.


20. Driving with one of my craziest friends for an hour and a half to a close town, then going back to his place and spent the night doing stuff (non-sexual) but dancing, and acting stupid, listening to music... I don't know.

I’m not fascinated by people who smile all the time. What I find interesting is the way people look when they are lost in thought, when their face becomes angry or serious, when they bite their lip, the way they glance, the way they look down when they walk, when they are alone and smoking a cigarette, when they smirk, the way they half smile, the way they try and hold back tears, the way when their face says they want to say something but can’t, the way they look at someone they want or love… I love the way people look when they do these things. It’s… beautiful.

Unknown 

“If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are. Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.”

Robert Pattinson: 

rock out.

You have been given a direct order to rock the fuck out. Rock out like you were just given the last rock and roll album on earth and the minutes are counting down to flames. Rock out like you just won both showcase showdowns. Rock out like the streets are empty except for you, your bicycle and your headphones. Rock out like your lips, which are placed onto a breakdancing muse with legs that go all the way up. Rock out like you’ll never have to open a textbook again. Rock out like you get paid to disturb the peace. Rock out like music is all that you got. Rock out like you’re standing on a rooftop and the city’s as loud and glowing as a river below you. Rock out like the plane is going down, there are 120 people on board, and 121 parachutes. Rock out like the streets and the books are all on fire and the only way it can be extinguished is by doin’ theelectric slide. Rock out like it’s Saturday afternoon and Monday is a national holiday. Rock out like somebody’s got a barrel pointed at your temple saying ‘Rock out like your life depended on it, fool,‘ because it does. Rock out like your eyes are fading but you still got your ears. But you don’t know for how long so rock out like 5 o’clock time, make pop-in-lot time. Rock out like you got pants full of tokens and nothing to do but everything. Rock out like you are the international ski-ball champion of the entire universe. Rock out like you just escaped an evil orphanage to join a Russian circus. Rock out like your hero is fallen and you are spinning your limbs until they burst into a burning fire of remembrance. Rock out like you’re enslaved in the south and dancing is all that you have to know who you are. Rock out like your dead grandfather just came back to take a drive with you in your new car. Rock out like the table is full. Rock out like the neighbors are away. Rock out like the walls won’t fall but, dammit, you’re going to die trying to make them. Rock out like the stereo’s volume knob is the figure 8 of infinity instead of merely numbers. Rock out like it’s raining outside and you’ve got a girl to run through it with. Rock out like you’re playing football! Football in the mud and your washing machine is not broken. Rock out like you throwing your window open on your honeymoon because you want the whole world to know what love is. Rock out like you just got a book published. Rock out like you just went to your high school reunion to find everyone, even the women, are all overweight and bald, except for the former homecoming queen, who you just found out, got divorced from her impotent husband and only has eyes for.. YOU! Rock out like you just got a date with Heidi Klum. Rock out like a shadow man passes behind you, drops you to your knees. You’re buckling in sweat, cold metal’s pushed to your forhead, the trigger’s pulled and the gun jams. Rock out like you got an empty appointment book, and a full tank of gas. Rock out like Jimi has returned carrying brand new guitar strings. Rock out like the mangos are in season. Rock out like the record player won’t skip. Rock out like this was the last weekend, like these were the last words, like you don’t ever want to forget how.

-Anis Mojgani

why I love Bukowski

How I spent my first paycheck working at college:
I got a:

• ring
• watch
• a purple beanie (just like the one I lost in Brooklyn)
• skinny jeans
• shirts and blouses
• massage (totally worth it)
• black leather jacket (I've been wanting one for months!)
• lots and lots of clothes.

If I never see you again I will always carry you inside outsideon my fingertips and at brain edgesand in centers centers of what I am of what remains.

- Charles Bukowski

because is my blog.

10 random facts about myself:

1. I want to move to New York or London after college
2. I'm scarred of pictures at the bottom of pools
3. Chuck Plahniuk is to me what religion is to most people
4. Grey is my favorite color (I know it's a shade)
5. I'm supposed to wear glasses but I find them annoying, so I don't.
6. I (now) drive a Volkswagen Gol
   
   it's not this one exactly, but kinda looks like this.
7. I don't own a swimsuit since I was 15ish.
8.  I used to play bass, and even was in a all-girls band
9. I hate roaches more than anything in this whole wide world
10. I love mixed CDs <3