what to do!? what to do!?

Day 08

A moment

I'm sorry, the only thing I can think about right now are broken hearts and shitty love songs. 

And the only moment that comes to mind, is about earlier today, and I can't believe it got to me in such way, fuck.

sorry, can't write about anything today.

Jimmy Eat World - A Praise Chorus

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCOO5ZlUfvU

My iPod is so freaking smart, it was on shuffle and it played this song. Exactly what I needed.

it's not yet broken, but it sure has a crack.

"Love is always complicated. But still humans must try to love each other. We must get out hearts broken sometimes. This is a good sign, having a borken heart. It means we have tried for something." 

--Anonimous

 

Day 07

 Your best friend

I don't actually like the word best friend, it implies that you give that person a position of more importance over the rest of your friends. And that's just an excuse to be vulnerable and that's just plain scarry. But I have a few selected friends that are closer to me than the rest.

Sindy, well she's been my friend for the past 5 years, and we met though a group of friends that was pretty large and at the end we were the only two left. She's pretty much who I hang out with the most and we seem to be always together, and knows me the best in some ways.

My college friends, well they're a bit of a large group, but they're always fun to be around and I wouldn't know what college would be without them.

Mike, Marlen & Numa, they're the friends I like to chill and hang out with, they're each pretty cool in their own way. (:

does she?

I feel like telling you everything talking until my words aren't a part of me anymore, they are a part of the air and suddenly they are not my problem and i am free

Day 06

Your day

Aww, this is lovely.

But today was pretty swell! 

I got to campus, and I waited in my class for like 20 minutes, then he showed up. We just said hi and I acted cool (:

then, um we spoke a bit during class and yeah

today we have all classes together (lame-o)

I stood a while after class with Ale & Carol, said hi to Steve-o :)

then drove home, ate lunch

took a nap, woke up, showered and yeah

but seems stupid that just seeing him for a while made my day, huh?

Day 05

Your definition of love

I am not sure, but I think it's when you come down to a point in which you feel real close to a person, that you can be your complete self around them, and you have fun with them. Even tho you fight them, you still want to see past them. (:

I dunno.

what does your tat stands for?

um, it's a swallow bird.
Well they usually get tattooed as a sort of metaphor for finding their way, because the legend goes that if you were ever lost at sea if you saw a swallow you could follow it home. But to me it is about 'freedom', plus swallow bird mates for life, which seems real sweet and all. (':
I wanted to get also a inscription of "de tout libre" with it, to go with the freedom thing.

knock yourself out, x

Day 04

What you ate today.

Um, at breakfast I ate chocolate cereal with milk,

at lunch my dad ordered pizza, so hawaian pizza it was :D

And I haven't had dinner yet, but probably hawaian pizza left overs! lol

Love me, because love doesn’t exist, and I have tried everything that does. 

 

--Jonathan Safran Foer

about me in bold letters.

 My personality:
I’m loud.  I’m obnoxious. I’m sarcastic. I’m cocky. I cry easily. I have a bad temper. For the most part i don’t like people. I’m easy to get along with. I have more enemies than friends. I’ve smoked. I’ve smoked weed. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup.

I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.

I wear contacts.

I wear glasses.

I have braces.

I change my hair colour often

I straighten my hair often

I have a piercing

I have small feet

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship

I’m single.

I’m crushin’. 

I’ve missed an ex before.

An ex has physically abused me at least once.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. 

I’ve been in love more than two times.

I believe in love at first sight.

I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:

I have a best friend. 

I have at least ten friends.

I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.

I’ve beaten up a friend.

I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.

I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve been on a train.

Someone close to me has died

I’ve taken a taxi.

I’ve taken a city bus.

I’ve taken a school bus.

I’ve gone bungee jumping.

I’ve made a speech.

I’ve been in some sort of club.

I’ve won an award.

I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:

I listen to R&B.

I listen to country.

I listen to pop.

I listen to techno.

I listen to rock. 

I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.

I hate the radio.

I download music.

I buy CD’s.

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.

I watch soap operas daily.

I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.

I’ve seen and liked the O.C.

I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.

I’ve seen and like Americas Next Top Model.

I’ve seen and like Popular.

I’ve seen and like 24.

I’ve seen and liked CSI.

I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:

I get along with both my parents.

My biological parents are still together

I have at least one brother.

I have at least one sister.

I have at least one step brother/sister.

I have at least one half brother/sister.

I’ve been kicked out of the house.

I’ve ran away from my home.

Hair:

I’ve been brown. 

I’ve had streaks.

I’ve cut my hair in the past year.

I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.

I’ve been blonde. 

I’ve had black.

I’ve been red.

I’ve been light brown.

I’ve been medium brown.

I’ve been blue/green.

I’ve gotten my hair thinned.

I use conditioner.

I’ve used silk therapy.

I’ve used hot oil treatments.

I’ve curled my hair.

I’ve straightened my hair.

I’ve ironed my hair.

I’ve braided my hair.

School:

I’ve yelled at a teacher.

I’ve been suspended.

I’ve had an in-school suspension.

I’ve been sent to the principals office.

I’ve walked out of class.

I’ve skipped an entire day of school.

I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.

I’ve failed Art.

I’ve failed P.E.

I’ve failed math.

I’ve failed science.

I’ve failed another class.

A teacher has called my parents

Day 02 – Your first love.

I had forgotten all about this...

I don't think I've even been in love, but sure, I'll tell you about my first crush when I was like 5 years old.

My parrent's best friends had a kid my age named Manuel, I liked him alot and he was a cute kid wigh green eyes and blonde hair. 

My first sort of real crush happened when I was 14, was this guy who was a friend of my friend. the first time I saw him my jaw just dropped, he was at the mall and he had some sort of mohawk or something, lol. We started talking, and we did it everyday, I used to stay up untill 3 AM just to talk to him :)

Day 03 – Your parents.

Well, both my parrents are dentists, and they are on their fifties. I get along better with my dad, he's more relaxed and stuff, but it is easier for me to talk to my mom, and I spend a lot of my time with her. She's one of my closest friends.

I hate that time before you got to sleep where all the thoughts and feelings you've tried to block out and forget during the day come rushing over you and leave you feeling all dizzy and overwhelmed. How's one supposed to sleep with a head so filled?

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surveyfdsfqsdf

A - is for the last person that made you ANGRY: some randome driver who couldn't stay on her/his line
B - is for BEER you prefer: No beer for me, thanks.
C - is for do you have a CAT? I don't actually like cats
D - is for can you DANCE? probably I'm not good
E - is for do you have your EARS pierced? Yeeeeah.
F - is for your best FRIEND? Sindy
G - is for did you ever watch GUTS on Nickelodeon? No, don't remember what show that is
H - is for the last person who HUGGED you? Carol & Ale
I - is for close your eyes.. what IMAGE do you see? his white shirt today
J - is for have you ever been to JAIL? Nope
K - is for when is the last time you flew a KITE? when I was like 8
L - is for your first LOVE: Aww, when I was 5 I had this huge crush on my neighbore, Manuel
M - is for the last piece of MAIL you got? college letter
N - is for do you remember NERF guns? Eh?
O - is for do you OWN a car? yuppp.
P - is for your favorite PASTTIME? wasting my time on tumblr?
Q - is for do you like peace & QUIET? Depends.
R - is for do you like the color RED? um, honestly no. It's my least favorite color
S - is for how many hours of SLEEP you need to function?: idk, a lot?
T - is for what TIME is it? 14:23
U - is for what is UNDER your bed? broken skateboard
V - is for what you did last VALENTINES day:   went to a concert in LA
W - is for do you drink a lot of WATER? Every single day
X - is for have you ever had an X-RAY? yup, when I broke my pinky
Y - is for the last person you YELLED at? some driver
Z - is for have you ever watched ZORRO? yupp.

RANDOM
Who do you wish you could hang out with right now? Either Sindy or this guy in my class
Name one thing you absolutely can not stand: rudeness
Where do you spend most of your time? My room
Have you ever hit a squirrel when you were driving? nooo.
Did your car ever break down? only a flat tire or something like that
What is the longest amount of time you’ve been awake? idk
What would you do if you found out the world was ending in one week? oh fuck, I don't know. Go crzy or something...
Do scary movies make you paranoid when you watch them alone? I never do that! if someone makes me watch scarry movies I force them to stay awake with me :)
Name one thing you’ve lied about recently.My dad doesn't know I have a tattoo, so everything related to that
What is the worst movie you’ve ever seen?don't know, there a lot
Who was the first person to ever give you flowers?Um, this guy when I was 12 :)

43. things a girl wished a boy knew.

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to 
her about it, because 10 years later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

peel

LAYER 1: YOU.
Name: Viacely Sánchez
Birth Date: Oct. 27th, 1990
Current Location: my bedroom
Hair Color: light brown, sort of redish
Righty/Lefty: Right!

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.

Your fear: dying alone
Your dream of the perfect date: Aww, this is real sweet. but um, yeah, probably a good foreigner movie, eating sushi, amazing conversation and a good night kiss :)

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

Your thoughts  first waking up: am I seeing you today?
Your best physical feature: yawn
Your bed time: whenever I feel like
Your most missed memory: All the good of them.

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.

Pepsi or Coke: Coke!
McDonald’s or Burger King: Mc, for the fries
Single or Group Dates: depends
Adidas or Nike: either
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla!
Cappuccino or Coffee: both

LAYER 5: DO YOU..

Smoke: nope
Take showers: silly, ofc i do!
Have a crush: yuppp, but it's okay, I'm not head over heels or anything
Like school: Yeah actually.
Believe in yourself: Sometimes.
Believe what goes around comes around: I believe in consequences
Believe everything happens for a reason: nope.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH. 

Gone to the mall: sure
Been on stage: nope
Eaten sushi: nope
Been hurt: sort of
Dyed your hair: nope

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER. 

Played a stripping game: nope
Kissed the same sex: nope
Gotten beaten up: I used to fight (as a game) with my brother when I was younger
Changed who you were to fit in: I think we're not ourselves when we are uncomfortable

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD. 

Age you’re hoping to be married by: in the of 27-37, dunno
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 2 boys

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.

Best eye color: green, brown or blue, as long as they're bright
Fat or fit: um, healthy?
Looks or personality: Both
Fun or serious: Both, fehsure!

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.

1 MINUTE AGO: this.
1 HOUR AGO: driving home from school
1 WEEK AGO: school school school
1 YEAR AGO: alot of stuff, lol!

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE. 

I FEEL: hopeful
I HATE: rude people.
I HIDE: my feelings for you
I NEED: more cash to buy clothes
I LOVE:a lot of people

Day 01

Introduce yourself:

Well, hello my name is Viacely it comes from the italian Viaccieli, that means way or road to heaven.

I'm 19 years old, and I am originally from Guatemala, in Central America. I'm hispanic (for obvious reasons).

I go to college, I'm in my second year and Communication studies is my major. Um, I don't know what really to say about myself...

so here's my facebook's about me section, lol:

"Everyday I keep finding new things about myself, and honestly, that's fascinating; but I'd like to think the best of me is still hiding up my sleeve.
My hair changes more than Michael Jackson's nose.
I think like a guy. I'll say more perverted things than you'd expect.
I love making people laugh and I'm constantly laughing, most of the time at something which is not at all funny. I'm very creative in all aspects of that word. I could spend every day drinking milk and reading. I love the amount of personal jokes I have with my best friends. If you've seen us, we were always bouncing around with smiles on our faces or laughing so hard that our drinks threaten to shoot out of our noses at any second. I don't drink nor smoke, it's just not how I roll. I can be very naive. I would give anything to be 7 years old again, life was so simple. I'm really nice person, really, I'm just hard to get to know. I judge books by their covers. I tend to not look into people's eyes because it makes me really nervous. I fear crowds. I'm very sarcastic but not obnoxious. I'm really loud. I'm really blunt. I tend to avoid fights and drama. I'm very independent, but i do depend on certain people and things. I'm very opinionated, and I stand by my beliefs. I don't put up to people's shit. I am straight, but I do believe everyone has the right to be happy.
I am pretty shy when I first talk to you; It depends on what kind of impression you put on me. If I am quiet around you, take it as a compliment. I put my finger on my nose when I look at cute people. Upon first getting to know me, I can come off as distant, quiet, and a bit cold. The majority of people who meet me consider me to be a bit standoffish, but that's definitely not the case with me. I have a hard time trusting people, and I try to back away from emotional involvement, I tend to censor myself around strangers. I have a tough exterior and I'm hard to get to know. As you start getting close to me, and prove to me you're worth it, I'll become one of the best friends you'll ever have.

I pick my friends with care of where the heart and mind are at.
As long as I've got my iPod I'm sound :)


Get to know me, if you want to.
I'm actually nicer than what I seem.x"

another 30 day challenge thing

Day 01 – Introduce yourself.
Day 02 – Your first love.
Day 03 – Your parents.
Day 04 – What you ate today.
Day 05 – Your definition of love.
Day 06 – Your day.
Day 07 – Your best friend.
Day 08 – A moment.
Day 09 – Your beliefs.
Day 10 – What you wore today.
Day 11 – Your siblings.
Day 12 – What’s in your bag.
Day 13 – This week.
Day 14 – What you wore today.
Day 15 – Your dreams.
Day 16 – Your first kiss.
Day 17 – Your favorite memory.
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday.
Day 19 – Something you regret.
Day 20 – This month.
Day 21 – Another moment.
Day 22 – Something that upsets you.
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better.
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry.
Day 25 – A first.
Day 26 – Your fears.
Day 27 – Your favorite place.
Day 28 – Something that you miss.
Day 29 – Your aspirations.
Day 30 – One last moment.

the heart wants what the heart wants

It is something to be able to paint a particular picture. Or to carve a statue. And so make a few objects beautiful; but it is far more glorious to carve and paint the very atmosphere and medium through which we look. To affect the quality of the day - that is the highest of arts.

-Herny David  Thoreau

50 things guys dont know about girls

1. Girls hate it when guys say perverted things.
2. Girls like to be told that they’re beautiful, rather than hot, pretty, cute, or sexy. It just gives more meaning.
3. Girls love to feel special, even though they might not show it.
4. Girls talk about EVERYTHING with their girlfriends. So that means, you’re possibly 90% of their conversation. And believe me, trash talking takes up most of it, unless you’re a Greek god, which you’re not.
5. When girls are online, they want the guy to instant message them first, and they literally burn up inside when they’re not messaged. Of course, when they are messaged, they play it all cool and go “oh, hey” as if they just discovered your message.
6. Girls have a thing for guys who dress GQ.
7. Girls love it when guys are over 6 feet.
8. Girls find it awfully attractive when guys wear just a white t-shirt and jeans and yet they happen to look awesome in it.
9. Remember. Sense of humor. GIRLS LOVE GUYS WHO CAN MAKE THEM LAUGH.
10. Girls hate guys with bad hygiene. So put on that deodorant and clip those nails!
11. Girls love guys who know how to dance.
12. Girls love it when a guy pulls them close by the waist.
13. Girls go crazy when a guy smells good.
14. Girls hate cocky guys.
15. Usually, when a girl is sarcastically mean to you, it means they’re attracted to you, but are afraid that they’ll be showing too much.
16. A kiss on the hand with the right timing can be a REAL TURN-ON.
17. Girls have a thing for guys who sport blazers with a destroyed tee underneath.
18. Girls have a thing for guys who have messy sex hair.
19. Some girls can think about their crushes for 18+ hours straight. No exaggeration.
20. When a guy says something really sentimental, girls will remember it forever.
21. The smallest gestures, the smallest stares, and the smallest statements could make a girl’s year. No joke.
22. Girls get embarassed easily, even if guys don’t know what the hell just happened.
23. Girls daydream about their crushes. Like getting married, going on dates, kissing, etc. They just don’t show it.
24. Girls HATE players.
25. Guys who can sing are a major turn on.
26. Guitarists are sexy.
27. When a girl is upset and wants you to listen, she wants you to listen. Don’t give her advice unless she asks for it.
28. When a girl is crying, she feels a lot safer if you pull her close and tell her that everything is going to be alright.
29. Girls love it when guys say their name.
30. Girls don’t like short tempered guys.
31. Sometimes girls just wish that guys would notice when they get a new haircut or if they’re wearing eyeliner.
32. When a girl calls you her loser or her dork, it usually means she’s attracted to you.
33. Girls find it a lot more romantic if you just fall asleep with them holding them with your arms rather than having a night of hot kinky sex.
34. Girls will never say I love you unless you say it first. But that doesn’t mean she doesn’t want to scream it from the top of her lungs.
35. Girls love confidence.
36. Girls don’t like rock-hard guys. They like to know that guys can have a sensitive side too.
37. There comes a time when girls have needs too. Enough said.
38. A girl will cry over you a lot more than you think.
39. A girl’s wounds can last awhile. And when I say awhile, I mean awhile.
40. Girls hate guys who smell bad.
41. When a girl cooks for you, you know you mean a lot to her.
42. Girls don’t like it when you think other women are hot and say it so.
43. Eyeliner is a girl’s essential product. Don’t ever try to take it away from her.
44. Girls hate it, absolutely HATE IT when guys don’t keep their promises. It throws them over the top.
45. Every girl fantasizes about her wedding. Her dress, her flowers, her shoes, her hair. More than you think.
46. Girls hate it when other guys flirt. Yet they flirt themselves too. Ah, the beauty of irony.
47. Girls will save instant message conversations when they like a guy.
48. A phone call, a text message, or a single Hershey’s kiss will mean A LOT MORE than a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolates on her birthday.
49. Every girl think she’s pretty in one way or another. They just won’t admit it.
50. Girls are VERY SELF-CONSCIOUS when it comes to their looks. No makeup is a very sensitive topic to them.

love is contagious

Why doesn’t Tarzan have a beard?
Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat?
Why do banks charge a fee on “insufficient funds” when they know there is not enough?
Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?
Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?
Whose idea was it to put an “S” in the word “lisp”?
What is the speed of darkness?
Why is it that people say they “slept like a baby” when babies wake up every two hours?
If the temperature is zero outside today and it’s going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be?
How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?
Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?
Did you ever stop and wonder.
Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, “I think I’ll squeeze these pink dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?”
Who was the first person to say, “See that chicken there… I’m gonna eat the next thing that comes outta its bum.”
Why do toasters always have a setting so high that could burn the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat?
Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?
Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don’t point to their bum when they ask where the bathroom is?
Why does your Obstetrician, Gynaecologist leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there anyway?
Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They’re both dogs!

If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?
If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?
If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
Why do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?

Stop singing and read on……. Yes, it caught me too!

Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?

Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog’s face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out the window?
Does pushing the elevator button more than once make it arrive faster?

true.

all bullshit aside

1. Have you ever kissed someone in a bedroom?
does it count if he was kissing just half of my lips?

2. Ever had sex in a bathroom?
nope, virgin

3. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
hot orange tea

4. ever kissed someone else’s boyfriend/girlfriend?
nope, but sure as hell wanted to

5. What’s the worst way to say I love you?
when it is a response to something nice you've done for someone, they don't actually feel it, just a response

6. What is your current annoyance?
this guy, he's got me all anxious and stuff

7. Do you prefer hot or cold weather?
cold

8. would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
again, if half lips count as a kiss... probably not

9. Do you get distracted easily?
too easily

10. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
um, I spoke on the phone with sindy

11. Are you jealous of someone?
naah, not really

12. Name someone that made you laugh today?
Gina :)
or maybe that creepy middle aged guy starring at us

13. What are you listening to?
tv, cruel intentions is on

14. How many girls do you fully trust?
i could never fully trust anyone but i do trust a few of my friends

15. how many guys do you fully trust?
I used to trust this guy, but he sort of betrayed that trust, so fuck him :)

16. Who was your last text from?
patza, on fb.

17. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
nope, I believe in consecuences, tho.

18. Do you know someone named Dan?
yupp.

19. How’s your heart lately?
it's a bit overwhalmed... but okay

20. do you have a bruise from the opposite sex?
no literally.

21. miss anything from your past?
a few things, but I'm ok.

22. Do you wear any rings on your left ring finger?
nope

23. What is the worst thing that has happened to you today?
my friend canceling our plans just minutes before

24. What is something big and upcoming that you are excited for?
nothing really

25. Do you get frustrated quickly?
probs.

26. When was the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
again,

27. Do you like someone?
oh fuck, yeah

28. How do you decide if you can trust someone or not?
it’s not really something you decide, it happens

29. When was the last time you received a heartfelt apology from someone?
i can’t even think of one

30. If you can’t sleep at night, what thought is keeping you awake?
my thoughts, when I'm alone in silence they consume me

31. How do you feel about the saying “good things come to those who wait”?
BS! I've waited for something good to come along, guess what? I'm still waiting

32. Is there something you wanna let go of?
kind of

33. Have you ever said I love you but you lied?
oh God, probably

34. Do you really wanna please everybody ?
not really, I'm selfish

35. Are you currently texting anyone?
no

36. What was the last movie you watched?
Le hèrisson

37. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
I used to

38. What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
I don't remember, but I was probably here

39. How long can you go without your phone?
a long time i guess

40. Do you have trust issues?
yuupp. I don't open up easily

41. Were you happy when you woke up today?
I was okay

42. Would you ever date anyone with tattoos?
fuck yeah <3

43. where is the weirdest place you have slept?
in the woods

44. Have you ever jumped into the pool with your clothes on?
nope

45. Favourite time of the year?
whatever

46. Do you miss someone?
maybe

47. Is anyone mad at you right now?
probably

48. Do you hate being the first person to start a conversation?
yup, I feel extremely awkward, I'm very insecure and believe people don't want to talk to me

49. Do you think you will kiss the last person you kissed again?
nope.

50. Do you have any love/hate relationships?
probably

51. You’re invisible what do you do?
I'd go see you :)

52. What do you think the world needs now?
love? lol

53. Who did you last fight with?
not sure if it a fight, but sindy
                                             
54. Why did you apologise to the last person you did?
because I was such a bitch after she apologized to me

55. What were you doing at 11pm last night
already asked me this

56. Was your last kiss a mistake?
naah

57. Do you believe in second chances?
not sure

58. Whats one job (besides prostitution) you’d never do?
pornstar

can't help it.

whenever I feel the urge to kiss someone or I see something sweet, you're the first thing to come to mind.

I wonder if you ever think of me too.

I really hope so.

 

love.x

Song that you would like your guy (perhaps canada.... just saying haha) to dedicate you?

Aww, you know which song melts my heart? And I even dream about someone singing it to me, while playing it on acoustic guitar? Dashboard Confessional's Hands Down.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVN2b0DdZAQ&ob=av2e

Play

knock yourself out, x

"The same way a compact disk isn’t responsible for what’s recorded on it, that’s how we are. You’re about as free to act as a programmed computer. You’re about as one-of-a-kind as a dollar bill" 

— Invisible Monsters, Chuck Palahniuk

There are some feelings that fill you up

that dig their roots into your skin and never let go

they swell

and blow you over

like wind and waves.

words that don't exist in english

L’esprit d’escalier: (French) The feeling you get after leaving a conversation, when you think of all the things you should have said. Translated it means “the spirit of the staircase.”

Waldeinsamkeit: (German) The feeling of being alone in the woods.

Meraki: (Greek) Doing something with soul, creativity, or love.

Forelsket: (Norwegian) The euphoria you experience when you are first falling in love.

Gheegle: (Filipino) The urge to pinch or squeeze something that is unbearably cute.

Pochemuchka: (Russian) A person who asks a lot of questions.

Pena ajena: (Spanish) The embarrassment you feel watching someone else’s humiliation.

Cualacino: (Italian) The mark left on a table by a cold glass.

Ilunga: (Tshiluba, Congo) A person who is ready to forgive any abuse for the first time, to tolerate it a second time, but never a third time.

sex facts

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make
love they produce amounts of the hormone oestrogen, which makes hair shine
and skin smooth. (Goodbye L’Oreal, Ester Lauder, Head & Shoulders)

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering
dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the
pores and makes your skin glow. (Goodbye all skin cleansing products)

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic
dinner. (Goodbye all spas and slimming products)

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones
up just about every muscle in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming
20 laps, and you don’t need special sneakers! (Goodbye Botox, collagen,
golf and all sports!)

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into
the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a
feeling of well-being. (Goodbye all psychiatrists and psychologists!)

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually
active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones.
These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! (Goodbye MBKK,
Polo, Ralph, Blvgari…)

7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE
EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM. (Goodbye all …….)

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourage saliva
to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes
decay, preventing plaque buildup. (Goodbye all dentists and toothpastes)

9. Sex actually relieves headaches A lovemaking session can release the
tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain. (Goodbye all spas)

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural
antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever. (Goodbye Vicks and inhalers)