20110821

survey.

1.    Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?
Probably not at first, I don’t even think he would count as an ex, but he’s the last person I wanted, I’d want to make him suffer just a little.
2.    Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
Yes, people always disappoint you.
3.    Your relationship status?
Single
4.    Where did you meet your crush(es)?
I met him in Xela a few weeks ago, he’s so awesome
5.    Have you ever lost a close friend?
Not really
6.    Do you smoke weed regularly?
Nope, and if I do it’s because I really trust you
7.    Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
Nope, at the beginning of the year I liked this other guy.
8.    Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
I think they actually are worried I’m not in one, lol
9.    When was the last time you really laughed?
Yesterday, I guess
10. Something is wrong. First guy you turn too?
Diego, he’s my male best friend
11. First girl you’d turn to?
Sindy
12. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
Probably
13. Angry at anyone?
Not angry, hurt.
14. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
He’s a few hours away from where I’m at, and he’s leaving in a few weeks L
15. When was the last time you cried really hard?
I don’t know
16. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
probably
17. Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?
Sindy, we always talk for hours about NOTHING.
18. What is your favorite song?
Currently, Tighten up by Black Keys
19. Do you like Red Bull?
Sure
20. How many people can you tell just about everything to?
I’m pretty honest if you ask the right questions
21. Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
Yep, never came true, tho
22. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Aw, yes he’s currently my crush <3
23. Describe yourself in one word.
Weird?
24. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
Nope, just memories
25. Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
Yes, I have slept over my guy friend Gerry, and at Ale’s the whole crew stayed, and yeah, I have camped out with both gender friends
26. Do you rebound?
Meaning what?
27. Ever cheated on someone?
nope
28. What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
It would probably crush me
29. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Usually yeah, but with this kid it’s like I can be myself around him, he feels very comfortable and easy to be with
30. Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
I don’t know anyone’s number by memory
31. Is it hard to make you laugh?
Not really, but I guess you have to make me feel comfortable
32. Who was the last person to make you mad?
My mom, earlier
33. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
I don’t know, don’t even want to make myself hopeful with this things
34. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
Not in a romantic way
35. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?
Not to my face
36. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?
Aw, yes
37. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
She knows me pretty well
38. Is your best friend a slut?
Haha she can be
39. Is hard drugs a turn off?
Not a turn off, but I probably wouldn’t be serious with someone who does that
40. Are you happy with life right now?
Not really
41. Are you still in love with your ex?
Love is such an awful word, but I guess I still care a great deal about him
42. Are you still in love with your ex?
Already asked
43. Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
Somewhat, yeah. But I never kissed the guy or did anything until they were broken up.
44. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Not broken, but cracked
45. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Yeah, so I’ve heard
46. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
Yup, him.
47. Where is your best friend?
I don’t know, haven’t spoke to her since last night
48. Something you’re happy about?
Nothing, really.
I’m excited My life as Liz is on later.
49. How is your heart lately?
Not very well.

20110813

Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,

like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart. (Brand New)
❝ I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing. ❞ 

- Neil Gaiman