I know, I'm kind of obssessed with his brilliant mind.
I just finished reading Invisible Monsters,
it might have changed my life.
A few months ago the idea of
'doing what I want just because I can' crossed my mind,
this book just made me thought of it more,
but not just doing what I want,
what scarres me the most.
I can't believe such little things like fears can hold my life back,
I'm scared of looking at you,
if I did whatever I want,
I would just spend my days looking, observing, learning of you.
If I had it my way, I would just go sit next to you and start talking,
but i'm scared.
"The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open"
I was thought to believe I want the things I'm supposed to want,
but why on earth would I like to live in a house, settle down and have unhappy babies?
It's society's way to keep you from doing whatever you want to do.
It's scarry to go the other way and do everything we're not supposed to.
I am not supposed to want to do some things,
but fuck that,
It's my life, my way.
"...how your being born makes your parents god. you owe them your life, and they can control you.
"Then puberty makes you Satan," he says, "just because you want something better."
I'm sorry mom,
but I think I might just do it my way,
this is not your fault,
I just want to have a mind of my own...
"Whatever you're thinking, a million other folks are thinking. whatever you do, they're doing, and none of you is responsible. All of you is a cooperative effort."
Do the things that scare you the most.
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