Giving up happiness for happiness

This past week I've been thinking of how much easier things would be if I was ...
common or average, however you want to call it.
I realize I wouldn't feel so lonely if I had choosen not to be an individual and all that crap;
I don't know.
I see people, common people if I may, being easily drawn into each other.
I have a harder time, the hardest, finding someone that likes me for me.
But it was what made me happy,
and you can't regreat something you once wanted, right?
Maybe it's not regreat,
I just wish I didn't feel so lonely,
for things to be easier.