→ Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
As weird as this may sound, this was exactly what I was thinking about today while showering. I was thinking about my early teenage years and how everything felt like the end of the world, and how I sweared I wanted to die because something hasn't gone the way I wanted it to be. But I don't think anyone ever wants to die, people just want their problems to disappear, even at the highest cost, but you just know your existance, you have nothing else for sure, just the fact that you exist, if that goes away you won't have anything, probably that's not what you'd want.
I used to think that was the solution to everything, when I was fourteen and just about every single bad thing felt like the end of the world, probably when people didn't like me as much as I wish they do or I just couldn't find myself, didn't know what I want. Because I needed someone else's acceptance more than my own, now it's a completely diffent thing I guess.
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