Maybe our favorite quotations say more about us than about the stories and people we're quoting

- John Green

my mum just said to me, she doesn't care about what happens to me,

I was talking to her about how lonely I felt and this boy, and just stuff about my life.

She just said, "I don't care"

and the words cut deeper than any dagger ever could,

if she doesn't care about me, who will?

she's supposed to love me, and understand me, and to try to make things better for me.

if my own mother doesn't care, who will?

I feel much more alone than before.

"I do want someone, need someone, you’re right…and when I’m with you, I feel like I’m a better person. I feel happier, less alone, less lonely. But it’s not as simple as that is it? Being with someone?"

 

I'm sorry it takes me so long to write back, or that I don't write back at all.

My life is confusing.

often I wake up as someone different than I was the day before and it makes it hard to keep track of my thoughts and feelings.

I get scared of what to say because I never know who is talking and I want ten different things in ten different ways, and nothing sticks.

I don't know what to tell you.

I'm a coward.

Nothing I could say will change anything. 

If you want to hear what I have to say, you'll just have to get close enough to hear my voice as I tell some truths and some lies, as I try to be something pretty, something good, something pure.