I'm sorry it takes me so long to write back, or that I don't write back at all.

My life is confusing.

often I wake up as someone different than I was the day before and it makes it hard to keep track of my thoughts and feelings.

I get scared of what to say because I never know who is talking and I want ten different things in ten different ways, and nothing sticks.

I don't know what to tell you.

I'm a coward.

Nothing I could say will change anything. 

If you want to hear what I have to say, you'll just have to get close enough to hear my voice as I tell some truths and some lies, as I try to be something pretty, something good, something pure.