I'm actually kind of afraid of expressing my feelings on the world wide web, I'm scarred someone I know in real life might read it, and tell other people about it. And as much as I hate to admit it, I'm scarred of what people would say behind my back, to show people I care about such things. And mainly I'm just sick of crying every single day, I have been doing this for almost 2 weeks. I've been feeling miserable over the stupiest things, that really don't feel stupid at all, and it actually makes sense to me to feel that aweful, but it's just embarrassing to feel sad. I am not comfortable telling anyone here everything why I feel the way I do, and I won't make any more remarks on the subject. I just feel like I really fucked things up this time.
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