20120325

Despair in the departure lounge


1. Sexual orientation.
I'm attracted to males, so I guess that makes me straight.
2. What I’m really bad at:
relationships with people.
3. The one person whose arms I’d like to be in:
weirdly enough, this past couple of days I've been really thinking about this guy I've liked for the past year or so.
4. My best first date:
I don't think I have actually been on a date, but then again, I'm not the kind of girl that dates, I rather get to know a person as a friend first.
5. A description of my self-esteem:
it's pretty swell.
6. Who my best friends are:
people I go to school with, 
7. My favorite book:
I probably just couldn't pick one, the velveteen rabbit, any written by Chuck Palahniuk and the Harry Potter series
8. Biggest turn-offs:
when boys act like jerks to other girls or people in general.
9. A description of my best friend:
she's not like me at all.
10. My favorite animal:
White tiger
11. Someone I miss:
in a weird way, Gerry
12. The reason behind my last breakup:
n/a
13. What I did yesterday:
I went to Mike's birthday party.
14. What my greatest achievement is:
I have no clue.
15. A description of the person I dislike most:
It's not that I dislike her, 'cause she's my friend, but it's very very very annoying that she just cut her hair like mine.
16. My 5 favorite songs right now:
Ingrid Michaelson's cover of Somebody that I used to know
Black swan - Thom Yorke
The Chills - Peter Bjorne & John
VCR - The XX
Last Nite - The Strokes
*based on my pandora playlist*

17. How my last kiss went down.
It actually kinda sucked, tbh. I liked this guy since I was 12 years old and I finally got my chance to be with him, and in some weird way he wasn't who I wanted to be with, and he didn't felt right... and neither did the kiss.
18. What I find attractive in the preferred sex.
a bad-ass attitude.
19. All of the pets I’ve ever had.
ugh, too long.
20. Favorite flavor of ice cream.
vanilla + oreo
21. The one place I want to be right now.
anywhere but here, I do feel like running away
22. The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.
calling me names based on my weight.
23. Where I have lived before.
Lawrence, MA. (about 20 mins. from Boston)
New York City
24. I’ll love you if…
you make me an awesome playlist.
25. What are my future plans?
don't really think I have any.
26. An internal conflict I have with myself.
Lately I've been very depressed, I feel trapped.
27. What I’m doing tomorrow.
Going to school in the evening, and maybe earlier dying my hair again.
28. What I want to be when I get older.
happy?
29. Most embarrassing moment.
I can't think of any right now.
30. Two of my insecurities.
Many of my physical features
I deeply believe nobody really likes me.
31. What I would do if I won the lottery.
I'd buy the awesomest car I could afford.
32. A description of the boy or girl I like.
I don't like the word like (lol) because it implies a much deeper feeling to me,
a deeper connection and knowledge of the person whom you believe you're in likes with.
but he kinda have a nice heart, he's a bit of a dick on first look, but he seems to be much more than that. he's really nice and sweet.
33. What I love most about myself.
That people can not tell I have no confidence whatsoever.
34. My biggest pet peeves.
n/a
35. What bands I’ve seen live.
I would be very very ashamed if I told you this.
36. How many kids I want in the future.
I'm not sure, maybe two boys?
37. My idea of a perfect date.
just a good movie, an awesome conversation and a really sweet good night kiss.
38. What I’m really good at.
Apparently analyzing people.
39. Most traumatic experience.
Car crash.
40. Where I would like to live.
New York City, or any other big city in the world.
Maybe London <3
41. The nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.
I love it when people say I'm interesting in a very mysterious way, never got why tho.
42. Do I like where I am now?
It's my room, it's messy.
43. My relationship with my sibling(s).
I don't like him at all. But that's a secret I'm only sharing with you.
44. All the pets I’ve ever had.
already asked!
45. What I can hear right now.
Mr. Nice Guy by The Kooks
and my folks watching tv on the back
46. My biggest worry currently.
sfsfwqed 
47. Something I’ve wished for repeatedly.
for love? 
48. My relationship with my parents.
they're okay
49. Something I should have said a long time ago.
I want you too, never got the chance nor the balls to do it.
50. What my last text message says.
Are you awake?
it was at 1:25 am
51. What I hate most about myself.
how a fucking mess I am.
52. Biggest turn-ons.
a bad-ass attitude,
eye sex.
when they're pretty forward and make me nervous.
lip biting.
tattoos
some piercings
nudity, etc.

53. What words upset me the most.
Any kind of racist/macho comment.
54. What I hate/hated the most about school.
I did not hate school, I pretty much miss it.

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