I don't want to be lonely anymore :(

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Well, this blog isn't supposed to be read by anyone I know in real life or something like that, because it's my escape. I let things out here I would never let people know.

Some people have the link of some notes & stuff, but I don't expect them to be any more interested than to read that one note or just look around, I hope they don't read much, I would hate to know someone out there knows exactly what's going through my head, like when someone mentions they've looked at my tumblr I feel extremely embarrased and giddy, lol (what a great combination, right?) well, yeah, I'd hate if I knew someone out there could read right through me.

This post comes to an other matter, I have no car today 'cause it's in repair, and I just finished watching the social network movie on dvd (yupp, pirates). But anyway, I was thinking about how when you first meet a person you can imagine who they are and pick up on some characteristics of their own and you know, picture somewhat kind of person they are. But after a while you start talking, really talking, and get to deeper matters, like their dreams, families, hopes, if they've ever been in love. And when we hit that topic is when everything changes. I've never been kissed nor had a real boyfriend, which completely sucks me being 20 and all. And when I get to that point with a person, everything changes, they don't see me the same way.

I've read somewhere this statement and it seems to fit the profile: "if you have sex you're a slut, if you don't you're a priutt". After people know this little fact about me, I'm no longer a regular person, I'm a boring dull one. And I fucking hate that.x

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME GET WHAT I WANT.

When Harry met Ron

Like a proud father, David Heyman, the producer of the Harry Potter films, reached for a box of photographs when a visitor asked him about the young stars of the history-making franchise.

 

“They are not my own children, obviously, but they are like nephews and nieces or perhaps godchildren, and I feel really protective of them,” Heyman said as he sat in his office at the converted aviation factory here that serves as the movie set for the Potter series.

“Here, look at this one — this is a photo taken the day the boys met. No one’s really seen this before. They were taking a little walk together to get know one another…”

The black-and-white snapshot showed Potter stars Daniel Radcliffe and Rupert Grint as chubby-cheeked adolescents strolling side by side, their eyes cast down to their shadows. Heyman took the photo in 2000.

 

“Kev was like my brother – we would have done anything for each other. We said that whoever died first, the other one had to wear a pink dress with green spots to the funeral – and we shook on it. It was mainly his idea and the more I think about it, I’m sure Kevin knew something was going to happen. I looked for the exact dress but couldn’t find one anywhere. I eventually picked up the green one in Primark and bought the pink pop socks to make it look even sillier. It’s what Kev would have wanted. Kev told his whole family about the pact, so I couldn’t back out. I had a word with him at the graveside and asked if he liked the color I’m sure I could hear laughter coming out of the ground. Kev was a true hero and someone I’m proud to call my best mate.”

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rules

by Jac Vanek

1. always catch the clock at 11:11

2. write handwritten letters

3. love recklessly

4. find beauty in everything

5. make a stranger smile

6. notice the little things

7. give someone a real mixtape

8. dance in the rain

9. never give up on yourself

10. don't be afraid to come alive

11. the answers are everywhere

12. you are invincible

Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me. 

--Meredith Grey

For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air. You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything.

-- Alex Karev

Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need. 

-- Meredith Grey

You wanna play the game?

it's like this:

you play around, you have fun, you share secrets, you tell stories, you cry on each other's shoulders, you hold hands, you think about forever.

But you don't fall in love, because the first one who does, loses.