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Well, this blog isn't supposed to be read by anyone I know in real life or something like that, because it's my escape. I let things out here I would never let people know.

Some people have the link of some notes & stuff, but I don't expect them to be any more interested than to read that one note or just look around, I hope they don't read much, I would hate to know someone out there knows exactly what's going through my head, like when someone mentions they've looked at my tumblr I feel extremely embarrased and giddy, lol (what a great combination, right?) well, yeah, I'd hate if I knew someone out there could read right through me.

This post comes to an other matter, I have no car today 'cause it's in repair, and I just finished watching the social network movie on dvd (yupp, pirates). But anyway, I was thinking about how when you first meet a person you can imagine who they are and pick up on some characteristics of their own and you know, picture somewhat kind of person they are. But after a while you start talking, really talking, and get to deeper matters, like their dreams, families, hopes, if they've ever been in love. And when we hit that topic is when everything changes. I've never been kissed nor had a real boyfriend, which completely sucks me being 20 and all. And when I get to that point with a person, everything changes, they don't see me the same way.

I've read somewhere this statement and it seems to fit the profile: "if you have sex you're a slut, if you don't you're a priutt". After people know this little fact about me, I'm no longer a regular person, I'm a boring dull one. And I fucking hate that.x