The monotony of life has taken over.

I've got nothing to say but I don't feel lonely anymore,

nothing has changed,

I'm still alone,

nobody rides in my car with me,

nobody shares my bedroom,

nor calls me at 3 am just to ask what I'm doing,

I don't even expect my phone to ring,

I still type and watch tv at the same time,

I don't have anyone who wants to watch the same movies I do,

or listen to music with me, wether they like it or not,

wether I like it or not.

I don't sit and wait for something magic to happen and save me from this boredoom,

I'm at peace with what my life has turned out to be.

or maybe I'm done fightine with it.