Making a choice...

I'm in my sophomore year of college, comunication studies it is,

when I was in my senior year my parrents didn't want me to pursue my dream, not that they didn't want me to be happy, but they wanted me to have an stable future.

I couldn't find an schollarship to study in Canada or US (where I wanted to go) for film school.

After that I started looking for something to please me between my meads, I thought of graphic design, but my parrents talked me out of it to go to law school, which made me unhappy, I cried and I transferred to comunication studies after seeing a flyer of the school of some kids with a bunch of cameras, and after reading it, I found it suit me perfectly, it had photography curses, visual discurses (my favorite tbh), radio (that was okay, I guess) and philosophy, psicology and other things that interested me.

Well, this isn't just about how choosing what makes me happy is actually working for my advantage, I'm having fun, knowing a whole bunch of cool people, and doing things that I actually care for.

In the next couple of weeks I'm shooting my first short film, well, it's actually a group thing, but I wrote the script and I'm kind of directing it. For which I am extremelly excited, I would probably spend my whole weekend on it, and won't have time to do anything but it. 

And here is where making a choice comes in...

On the weekend of the 25th, a group of peole who helps poor people building homes for themselves is going to a community for the whole weekend, and I was planning on going, you know, for not just complaining but actually making something about it, but since my shoot is on the same date, I don't know what to do.

I could make my crew shoot some other time, but it might interrupt every day on the calendar and make it a whole lot worst for all of us,

or I could go building houses some other time...

what to dooo?

gahhh