would you teach me how to feel?

Today for the first time in the past year,

my heart didn't pond against my chest like a hummingbirds'

and I starred at you,

but you didn't look back.

I saw you walking out, and I felt like walking up to you

and saying something,

but my legs froze,

and my brain couldn't think of anything smart to say,

so I just watched you walk right in front of me with your camera in your neck.

And I only write this because I know you're never going to read it.

I guess that means I like you or something.