viva la white girl!: I will just open my mind so you can take a look inside.

"Be who you are and say what you feel. Because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
Dr.Seuss

Bonjour, je m'appelle Viacely.

My name is Via, but you can call me tonight ;)
I'm 18 years old and I'm in no hurry to grow up.
I know I'm going to be big someday
I'm pretty effin out there.

I am way more than pixeles on a screen. I can promise you, you've never met someone like me, I'm full of surprises. I am a contradiction to everything you've ever seen. I appreciate honesty and I am brutally honest. If my ideas ofend you, I will not apologize. I've been told I'm very easy to read. I'm trying to be more positive, I'm happier lately.
Everyday I keep finding new things about myself, and honestly, that's fascinating.
I like how hands fit together perfectly. I have an unhealthy obsession with Brand New. Christopher Drew Ingle makes me happy, he's fair cute. I've noticed I like acoustic guitars better. My hair changes more than Michael Jackson's nose. I don't drink nor smoke. I think like a guy. I'll say more perverted things than you'd expect. I love making people laugh and I'm constantly laughing, most of the time at something which is not at all funny. I have a dorky laugh. If you can't laugh at anything we will not get along at all. People with no sense of humor are dull. Im really, really different from most people. I have an imagination like no other. I'm very creative in all aspects of that word and because of that I see the world a lot differently than you, and I also like people who is different than most, I see beauty where you can't.
I could spend every day drinking milk and reading. I'd like to be a vegetarian. I am not fond of H2O. I probably drive too fast and listen to music too loud. My iPod is black with a white skin. I am seriously in love with my bunny rabbit, Donnie. I want to be a vampire. I'd pick Jacob Black over Edward. I obviously have read twilight, probably way more times than you have and have cried my eyes out, blushed and smiled with it.
I like blue skies and the morning's air. I like the autumn's leaves and bright eyes. I like trees and clouds. I like the rain and when it's cold. I like night better than day. I could look at the stars for hours. I like the outdoors very much. I like simple songs with pretty words. I live in this middle of nowhere place called Guatemala, and no, I don't live in a tree nor ride a cow to school.
My mom is one of my closest friends, and I don't think there's anyone in this world with a relationship like ours. I love the amount of personal jokes I have with my best friends. If you've seen us, we were always bouncing around with smiles on our faces or laughing so hard that our drinks threaten to shoot out of our noses at any second. I spend most of my time with my best friend, Sindy. Friendship means the world to me, and I appreciate every one of my friends, I am a very loyal person. I'm probably not going to like you very much if you mess with them.
It's the little things that mean everything to me. I can be very naive. I would give anything to be 7 years old again, life was so simple. I'm really nice person, really, I'm just hard to get to know. I'm easy to talk to, once I feel comfortable with you. I love listening to people. I'm understanding and I won't judge you. I don't like to open up. I smile a lot, I tend to not look into people's eyes because it makes me really nervous. I fear crowds. I'm very sarcastic but not obnoxious. I'm really loud. I'm really blunt. I'm stubborn. I can be very selfish, but it's because I'm used to be on my own. I tend to avoid fights and drama. I'm very independent, but i do depend on certain people and things. I'd rather read a book than go out at night. I am not here to impress anyone. I ask people about their first impression of me, just because I'm curious. I am outspoken and stand by my beliefs. My thoughts are more complex than you'll ever be able to grasp. I am beyond labels, you can call me however you want, your opinion don't mean much to me. I like how people always get the wrong idea from me. I'm humble, I don’t like people talking about me, good or bad. People say im funny, and I’ll admit I probably will make you smile at some point in your life; and that is exactly what I want.
I want someone who takes my breath away and sweep me off my feet. If you're a boy that can makes me laugh like nobody else, you have my heart.
I am straight, but I do believe everyone has the right to be happy. I believe you find love everywhere, it doesn't matter your age, ethnic background or else. I support gay marriage, and if you don't, don't have one.
I am an agnostic (Which means: 'No one can claim to know there is not a God, in the same way one can not claim to know that there is a God'). I usually don't have a problem with the idea of God, it is more with religion and their standars; and religious people with their hipocresy. I was raised to think for myself, to read but to understand. I always question things, I am very skeptical of everything around me; that doesn't mean I go around praising the devil and snorting lines. I respect your beliefs, and I would expect you to respect mine, Please! don't try to shove your religion down my throath.
I wish I was a lot of things, but I realize I this world will never be satisfied. I am interested in mostly anything in the artistic field. I like to draw and snap pictures. I like to write, but I don't show it to anyone. I watch a lot of movies, I could spend my whole day on it. I love visual arts and no one will stop me in pursuing my dream. I am currently in college, comunication studies is my major. I am not to be a conventional person, I would rather live in a tree then a factory.
I am pretty shy when I first talk to you; It depends on what kind of impression you put on me. If I am quiet around you, take it as a compliment, i scrunch up my nose when I look at cute people. Upon first getting to know me, I can come off as distant, quiet, and a bit cold. The majority of people who meet me consider me to be a bit standoffish, but that's definitely not the case with me. I am quite anti-social sometimes, if I don't speak directly to you, don't take it personal, I'm just very very insecure. I have a hard time trusting people, and I try to back away from emotional involvement. I have a tough exterior and I'm hard to get to know. As you start getting close to me, and prove to me you're worth it, I'll become one of the best friends you'll ever have. I really dont get close to people anymore it saves me the hurt. I pick my friends with care of where the heart and mind are at I am very loyal, as long as you are to me. "I can forgive, but I won't forget." Once you're out of my life, it's nearly impossible to get back in. I get over people really fast. I have a hard time expressing how I feel, because I've realized letting people in doesn't make anything better. It's a way of making yourself vulnerable, and vulnerability is a big fear of mine. I've learned to expect the worst out of people to not get disapointed. I've done some growing up. I've changed a lot within the past year, and I have an entirely different perspective on things compared to most people. I am very open minded. I'm currently in a transitional phase of my life, I've got alot of growing up to do and alot of decisions to make. Sometimes I just wish I could put certain aspects life on hold and live in the moment more. I'm pretty satisfied with my life and with what I've got. But some people don't have it that easy, so I want to be a missionary; I want to do some good. I am done sitting around and waiting for shit to happen. If you took the time to read all of this, please post 'vomitword' on a comment, thanks. As long as I've got my iPod I'm sound :)

Been there
Done that
Over it.